Why should sissy denial be necessary? I mean do sissies ever really need cum denial? Of course they do! I had the opportunity to put a favorite sissy snob, lillian, into a state of tease and denial for one week. This really was for sissy’s own good!
Why Deny a Sissy?
When a sissy has a sissygasm, at times bad things can happen and this was the case with lillian who became a total SNOB after her release. Sure, she loved to release, but often this is what happened she told me:
Every single time after i release i get this dirty, guilty feeling like what I am doing is wrong. Like I always tell myself I am never going to do this again. I lose all my interest in being dominated, and treated like a sissy once i cum. I don’t know it just feels wrong once I cum. I can’t really explain it. But sooner or later the feeling to serve comes back
And for this reason sissy cock control and denial was crucial to lillian to keep her in that sissy space!
A Week’s Worth of Denial Assignments
Sissy lillian had to do three things each day to accompany her denial:
- She had to watch sissy porn
- Edging that sissy clit for the entire time she watched a porn video
- Denying that sissy clit after her session
- Report her assignment to me every day in Yahoo IM
She did well phoning her Feminization Mistress, and did do a good job of updating. This is my favorite one:
i just finished my assignment for today. I was thinking about the new name you gave me and it almost made me make a mess. Also because I was just thinking about how it could be you and me in the video I watched, I almost made a mistake Mistress Delia. I was watching another video and thought about if one day during one of our cam sessions you decided to broadcast me to all of your girlfriends. Just that thought alone almost made me spill my sissy juice. But you probably think that is a good idea to share me with all of your girlfriends. So if you like it I guess I like it too.
Resolve to be a better sissy! I know my sissy, lillian can become such a snob if she is allowed to release. I truly feel the way to keep a sissy in her sweet, submissive space is to use denial as a reinforcer to submission. Are you a sissy who needs some denial so you can stay sweetly submissive?
Dear Mistress Delia,
This story is reminiscent of my own experience, so i think that it might be a common sissy feeling that happens when a release occurs. Chastity is a great help for us in that we don’t have to suffer from all of the negativity and guilt that overwhelms our sissy minds after being allowed to orgasm, but sometimes Wife expects and wants me to cum. She has found that i am more likely to be naughty and disobedient , or at least less enthusiastic, after squirting sissy juice and this was a quandary for Her for awhile. Then She discovered that putting me into a humiliating situation immediately resolved the problem, for i am again transported into subspace and my desire to serve is rekindled anew. Two methods have proved useful, the first was a natural result of my poor attitude. A sound spanking put me right back into my proper place and reaffirmed Her dominance. The second method that She now prefers, however, seems to take less effort on Her behalf, yet is at least as effective. She has me consume my mess, either by cleaning Her if She has allowed intimacy, or by cleaning up whatever i have spilled on. Perhaps it is the hormones in the white gooey stuff, or the degrading act of consuming it for Her amusement, but whatever the cause, it sends me right back into being a very chastened and obedient sissy. Of course, the taste stays with me for hours and even though the texture is the worst part, the taste is also a constant reminder to me of how servile and submissive i am. Now i am getting used to the taste and it isn’t so awful anymore, and not having to feel the conflict that the hour or two of guilt and conflict that used to upset my sissy brain is gone for good. Hope that this shared confidence may prove to help some of my sissy sisters out there,
i for one need total denial to stay in my sissy state Empress Delia and your suggestion to “resolve to be a better sissy” is just what i needed to read. With Your help i believe i will become the subservient sweet sissy we both know i’m destined to become and look forward to further emasculation and feminization training under Your tutelage 🙂
You are absolutely born to be a sissy as we discussed today! I do understand that you need denial and very few sissygasms (mainly when you are sucking cock) to stay in your submissive sissy state.
When you feel like stroking, remember that you may not stroke! You can only jill off or rub through your panties.
More emasculation and feminization to come!
😉 Ms. Delia
Hi sissy b!
I also think it is a common experience that after an orgasm a sissy can go into hiding. I think it is a wonderful tip to eat your sissy cum so you do not lose your sissy space. You should be a good, chaste cum eating sissy. I am thrilled this helps to quell sissy guilt!
🙂 Ms. Delia
Oh Mistress this is such a great blog! Please Lilian NEEDS more assignments
What a great blog Mistress! You know I cant help myself when it comes to sissy play. I want to keep making Mistress happy. And hopefully, Mistress will continue to punish Lillian! Lillian need more assignments before she gets in trouble hehe. Maybe you can make her introduce herself on cam to all the LDW mistress!
I adore you, your huge sissy stick, and your cam shows! I, of course, will show you off to any Mistress you’d like! You are such a dear snobby sissy!
Poor you! More assignments? Hmmm. Let’s go for 2 weeks of sissy denial with DAILY IM updates. Are you game for that my sissy snob?
The people want more blogs about Lillian Mistress! look at all the replies!
And they will have them, lillian!
You are such a blog snob! 🙂